SLC:

Four and a half years ago today, my husband died. He was only 52 years old. We were high school sweethearts -- we began dating when he was 16 and I was 15. We dated for 5 years, and had been married over 30 years. He was half my soul... dimidium animae meae.

So much has happened since he died that I can hardly wrap my mind around it. It literally takes my breath away.

"Where you used to be there is a hole in the world which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell." -Edna St. Vincent Millay